Thursday, September 16, 2010

how to feel the love?


there is a man. i care about him. always thought about his safety, his emotions. where he go when there is a holiday. a lot of think about him i really take care. but i don't know what exactly my feeling towards him. what is love? what i am suppose to feel?
for me, when girl have fall in love, she should fell nervous when the man is in front of them. then there is some weird feeling towards that man. felt like want to hug him and never let him go. as long as being near to him is enough.
but with 'him' all of the feeling never come when i'm with him? someone said maybe the feeling will come later. but for me it seems like i am not really fall in love with him.. is that so? n
now i really curious about my conditions. what i want to do now is be friends with and see weather the feeling will change later. hope the curiosity will ended with an answer.