reality and fantasy

there is no Edward Cullen and Jacob Black. handsome kind nice its all lie. and in the reality there will be no one can be that perfect. world is just a playground to be played so that the life will not be bored. so take a chance to do anything in this life. but remember the limit Him had done so that there is no regret in the future. regret is one of way of life. no regret means no life. words been made so that we can express our feeling. silent will kill the heart softly. don't be a liar. don't think that your action is the best for people because the truth is a person life is different form one another. compromise honesty and independent is really need so that people not hurts others

expressing feeling

i am so angry so pissed off. but for what? is it worth it if i am the only feel it and nobody understand it? everybody love when people understand how they were. is it hard to make people understand me? question that always mingling in my mind. do i really that hard?

how i'm going to express my emotions? it seems unreal if all things need to be said. it turn to be just a conversation and will be forgot after a few minutes?

good in showing expression is important so that our feeling will be understanding. now i come to the conclusions that i am not a good person in showing my emotions. what i love to do is to please everybody surround me. that is what i hate most about me myself. hate hate hate with this attitude.