gaining experience

Accident experience is worse experience I’ve ever gain. It’s like having a nightmare for the rest of my life. Maybe this is the one of the path Allah choose for me to be a better person. Really can’t forget about the incident. The memories being hitting by another car and don’t know what to do is a very crazy situation for me. The memories keep replay in my mind. I want it go away. I don’t want to remember it. Please go away. If this is the way in gaining experience in life I will never ever choose this experience. But thank Allah that still loves me. Give me another opportunities to still breathing in this life. But Allah please make me forgot about the bad situation and just give make me remember how grateful I am to still be in this worlds. Hope this experience will make me more close to the creator and become a strong girl. AMIN

Edward Cullen vs Jacob Black

Who are they? 2 men give a very huge impact on what type of men I dream of to be my partner. Lucky for Bella Swan to have these 2 men crush on her. Good looking and so in love with her until will sacrifice their life for her.


When it comes to my love story. I don't even know what type of man I really want. Good looking is not what I really want. Enough for me if he is someone I really admire and never board to see his face. After watching twilight make me decide to have the Edward and Jacob characteristic in my soul-mate. But is there any one person that will have both of their character?


There is a person like Edward Cullen for me. But is he really wants to be my Edward Cullen? Whereas he said in his mind that is somebody Jacob Black. Now it comes to my trust towards him. Have a flaw relationship is what he said. I am also agreeing. But is there any guarantee that my heart will not be broken in the future? Being seeing like a though girl easy to get replacement. Deep inside my heart to love someone with all my heart is not easy as it seem.


Now it come to when I agree there need a very long time relationship so that all obstacles being through and know whether he is the right person. What I have to do right now is just agreed with his words. Have a flaw relationship. But I hope these relations will be long lasting.



ahaha..Don’t even know that I can write this in a few minutes. Maybe it shows that I need something to pass out what I've been thought these past few days.